20070731

B-Grade

Everything escalated.

Too escalated.

Now for Plan B.

20070729

A Q I Q A H

Finally he's bald.

Last night was the ceremony. But today is the ultimate shave.

But he didn't seem to grow hair anyway.

So now, it seems hard to resist not to feel his new hair. I kept stroking my hands on top of his head to feel the resistance.

And I think he looks better bald. Seems to look more handsome.

Brings to mind Kojak, my kidtime hero.

20070726

Freshly Baked Tyres

Just fitted new tyres to STELLAR's front side.

It really did have the freshly serviced feel to it afterwards.

It did set me back quite a lot, but hey, safety first.

And the newly serviced front disk brakes are wurth every penny...

20070720

Falling In Love

Muzzammil is enjoying life at the moment.

He loves rolling and then lying on his stomach.

He can roll both sides already.

And it could be at any moment that he will crawl, or swim, depending on how one look at the style.

And boy how he loves making sounds. We are so entertained, words fail to describe how I love the feeling.

20070710

I have too many books.

Not just those at home, but at my parents home as well.

So I might as well build a library.

But meanwhile, I'll sort out those less read books, and store them first. Those I frequently read, will remain there at the bookshelf.

20070704

Almost Heroic

Had a reality dream last night.

It seemed so surreal. I saw a woman inside a room, cornered by two men.

They have this obvious "rape intent" look on their face.

They are just about touching her fully clothed body, when I grabbed a chopper I just saw nearby, and dashed into the room, slashing wildly at what I hope will only be those guys' flesh.

I didn't stop slashing when they seem lifeless. And I still don't when they stumbled down.

I pity them and their dying bodies afterwards, but I also can't help feeling satiated.

Then I woke up. I actualy started thinking.

There's more to this that just being a dream. It's an inner feeling of anger and bewilderment collecting inside me.

What had happened, what currently, what will.

All these crime against humanity. From petty handbag-snatching that leads to death, from rape. To full scale pollution. To white collar corruption. To murder. All these.

I actually fear all the mayhem another person are capable of.

And yet, some of us disagrees about the Hudud. They fear the most by these..
  • Amputating the hand of theft
  • Slashing and stoning of fornication
Don't they realize that these will save them?

Those who fear these are the people who actually commits it.

And all these man-made punishment are far from being adequate anymore.